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Britney Spears Lyrics


love this song!!!




Piece Of Me Lyrics


I'm Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don't matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still got pictures of my derri¨re in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me...

I'm Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama
Guess I can't see no harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I'm still an exception
And you want a piece of me

I'm Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Oh my God that Britney's Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Exta! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. she's too big now she's too thin
(You want a piece of me)

I'm Mrs. 'You want a piece of me?'
Tryin' and pissin' me off
Well get in line with the paparazzi
Who's flippin' me off
Hopin' I'll resort to startin' havoc
And end up settlin' in court
Now are you sure you want a piece of me?
I'm Mrs. 'Most likely to get on TV for strippin' on the streets'
When getting the groceries, no, for real..
Are you kidding me?
Causing panic in the industry

I'm Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Oh my God that Britney's Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Exta! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. she's too big now she's too thin
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don't matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still got pictures of my derri¨re in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me...
You want a piece of me?
I'm Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Oh my God that Britney's Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Exta! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. she's too big now she's too thin
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Oh my God that Britney's Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. Exta! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I'm Mrs. she's too big now she's too thin
(You want a piece of me)
Oh yeah
You want a piece of me

i got my class posting results today...
class 326...
thats the last class of my school...
atleast still express... ha ha...
still on the road to 'o' levels.. haha..
but i wonder if if i'll take my 'a' levels, or get a diploma at polytechnic
what to write about now ar??? i also dunno...

i have no idea what to write about... any ideas???

add me in friendster / facebook/ msn

-> farouq4hilary2323@hotmail.com

this is just a personal post.. for a reminder..

**http://blogskins.com/info/138761**

note to self.. change to this layout..

PS.. also for you to anticipate my next skin change.,..
(skin change?? jude ar??? LOL!)

i recently did a facial match thingy to see which celebrity i look like...

Try number one..
No Matches

Try number two..
Coolio
Jimmy Smits
Aaron Kwok
Michelle Rodriguez
Bob Dylan
Sophie Marceau
Brandy Norwood
Vivica A. Fox
Fernanda Tavares
Emily Rossum

Lol.. you can google them if you want to know how they look like.. its fun...

Ps... I measured my hair length today...
On the top of my head = 11cm...
In the front, Fringe..= 8cm..

whjy is my fringe shorter than the top???

you know how good friends get to have inside jokes???
well, i decided to let you in on a little of me and gen's "secret" words..

Fencing = urm.. its hard to say.. lol.. okay it really means.. "happy" time..
Kumarnatapan = Become another Person
GavernickerBoom = Pay attention
BrrTaka = Come Down/Calm Down
BrrUpper = Come Up
Engayarrikarae = Where am i?
Engayarrikarai = Where are you?

These are some words we use in our conversations.. Lol.. i don't want to reveal too many,... lol

don't ask how we came up with the words.. lol.. we have our ways...

I ve been thinking.. red black and white is not my color...
i like the more gentle type... so im going to change to black green and white.. its better.. this is just a wuick post.. so gots to go now.. byes...

PS... i added new exit links..

MCR is coming to town!!!

I have to go!!! they're awesome!!! but im short of cash.. ive spent the last drop of my $500 holiday money!!! i need cash baby!!! please , anyone..? lend me? i can repay but the beginning of school term!!! PLEASE... i could fall on my knees!!! please.. i have to go.. besides.. i wouldnt want poor hazlami to go on his own right..

how did i spent 500 dollars in less than a week?? i have no idea either.. LOL..

Girls i am into...
Tall, Brunette, Thin <-- like the girl in the sidebar pic... :)

School Holidays is such a bore!!!
No one invited to to anything.. am i being left out on the action??? no one invited to to movies, hang outs.. nothing.. except natalie and keith though.. she invited my to her sweet sixteen!! yay! and he invited me to a movie.. too bad i turned him down though..

Songs in my CellPhone..
50 files , 212 mb
artiste - title(where i heard the song from)
bolded = fave

Anastacia - At The Beginning(Orientation Camp)
Ashley Tisdale - Be Good To Me(Television)
Ashley Tisdale - Fabulous(Television)
Ashley Tisdale - He Said, She Said(Television)
Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone(Radio)
Ayumi Hamasaki - Jewel(Sister)
Britney Spears - Gimme More(Radio)
Brintey Spears - Someday(Movie Theatre)
Cheetah Girls - Cheetah Sisters(Television)
Cheryl Freeman - A Star Is Born(Genevieve)
Day After Tomorrow - Starry Heavens(Sister)
Diana Ross - If We Hold On Together(Mtv)
Elton John - Can You Feel The Love Tonight(Disney)
Emo Song(Youtube)
Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober(Mtv)
Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry(Radio)
Good Charlottle - The River(Mtv)
Gwen Stefani - 4 in the Morning(Radio)
Hilary Duff - Burned(Album)
Hilary Duff - Fly(Mtv)
Hilary Duff - Haters(Internet)
Hilary Duff - Love is a Battlefield(Internet)
Hilary Duff - Someone's Watching Over Me(Raise Your Voice)
Hilary Duff - Weird(Album)
Jennifer Love Hewitt - Barenaked(Mtv)
Jewel - Intuition(Mtv)
Justin Timberlake - Lovestone/I Think She Knows(Radio)
Kelly Clarkson - Never Again(Mtv)
Lee Hyori - 10 Minutes(Friends in school in korea were playing it)
Lily Allen - LDN(Mtv)
Lindsay Lohan - Confessions Of A Broken Heart(mtv)
Michael Bolton - Go The Distance(tele)
My Chemical Romance - Teenagers(tele)
Nami Tamaki - Result(sister)
Namie Amuro - Baby Don't Cry(Hazlami)
Namie Amuro - Want Me, Want Me(Hazlami)
Nikki Blonsky - I Can Hear The Bells(movie)
Pat Benatar - Love is a Battlefield(old song)
Savage Garden - The Animal Song(long ago)
Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply(long ago)
Smashmouth - Allstar(long ago)
Spongebob Squarepants - F.U.N.(tele)
Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You(Stacie Performing)
Tatu - Friend or Foe(radio blog club)
The Click Five - When I'm Gone(Keith)
The Corrs - Breathless(mtv)
The Veronicas - Cry (live)(Genevieve)
Weird Al - Ugly Girl(youtube)
Weird Al - Bin Laden Bomb Song(genevieve)
Zac Efron, Amanda Bynes, Nikki Blonksy - Without Love(movie)

Im like so bored.. so this is a random post...

what I'm wearing,
head: nothing.. just my black hair droping dead on my forehead
top: black shirt, plain black no designs.. just a white words..
pants: navy blue jeans, kinda tight but not so..
shoes: dark brown sandals
wrists: a G-Shock wristwatch

what im thinking..
- why is my skin still peeling from the sun burn from camp?
- why am i still 5 ft. 4"?
- why have i only lost 3" of my waist?

what im viewing online...
- nat fern's blog
- YiZhi's blog
- Zonn's Blog
- Halloween parties
- Pete Wentz Online
- Hduffworld.com
- oh-hilary.com
- emo (Wikipedia)

what i've eaten since i woke up today....
- a packet of Kinder Bueno
- that's it

what i've drunken since i woke up.....
- a glass of water
- that's it

accomplishments today..
- i've lost 3 inches off my waist
- i don't feel like overeating anymore

secrets..
- im not emo per say.. but i tend to be emotional at times..
- movies i've cried in..
- Titantic
- A Walk to Remember
- loads.. but i forgot which ones.. okay.. i admit.. im like a water fountain when it comes to sad romance movies...

thats all for now. good by.. and good riddens..

I SO FORGOT TO STATE!!!

THE POST BELOW IS THE LYRICS FOR THE VIDEO IN THE POST BELOW THAT!!

IT IS NOT MY POST...

lol.. sry for going all caplocks..

didnt want you guys to get the wrong idea...

Dear Diary, Mood-Apethetic

My life is spiraling deathward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like Stab My Heart Because I Love You and Rip Apart My Soul and of course Stab Me Rip Stab Stab and it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either like the guy from that band can do.

I'm an emo kid, nonconforming as can be
You'd be nonconforming too if you looked just like me
I got paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs

Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression girls just call me a fag
Cause the dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara now I'm grounded for a week

Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me its never any fun
They say they already have a pussy they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

...My life is just a black abyss you know? Its so dark and its suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip. Tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...Which look great on me by the way...

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a LiveJournal and wear thick rim glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes

I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me 'Catcher in the Rye' and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls, I'd only be half right

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw Xbox I play old school nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be eeeeeeemo

...My parents don't get me ya know? They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy...well a couple of guys but I mean its the 2000's can't 2 or 4 dudes makeout with eachother without being gay? I mean chicks dig that kinda thing anyways.

I don't know diary sometimes I think you're the only one who gets me. You're my best friend. I feel like tacos.

Happy Birthday LeFa!

I Totally Forgot!!!

Happy Birthdya Alfa!!!

Wish you luck, your 14 now.. almost the age of a true teen.. thats.. me! 16.. lol..
i can go clubbing now!!! yay me!

sorry for rubbing it in your face.. couldn't help it... its a bad habit..

anyhoo.. gots to go.. byes...

Emo Song

Okay.. i tried to cheer myself up by watching some funny vidoes, that always works for me.. i went to bored.com ... and i looked up at the video paradies... it was hilarious.. but you guys have to watch this. lol.. its so funny.. singing about emo kids...



i think i lost a little bit more pounds.. i hope i can keep this up... wish me luck! soon, i can as skinny as....



That's Hilary DUff By The Way... she's not really THAT skinny, but the lighting makes her look it..

Presents

I have never gotten any proper birthday present in 4 years!!! is that fair? No!!! Since when was anyone too old for birthday presents!!! i mean, i buy MY PARENTS birthday parents don't i?!!!!!aisfh; oighaw jgfi j i am pissed... nothing is going right!@!! im still 1.63m(5 ft.4), im still 70kgs(154 lb)... still a little overweigfht!!! i dont want my useless excess fat!!! i wanna be like skinny... no matter what i do... nth wotks.. so far i have only lost 7 kilograms(15 lb)... its not enough... what can i do... nothing seems to work!!! not growing any taller at all!!! in 3 months i only grew 2cm???? are you nuts!!! i might as well be a hobbit!!!
why does everything bad happend to me... why must the good dies young...well... no more mr. nice guy... im goinna put 120% into my weightloss regime... im going to be super skinny... whether you think i can or not... i can tell you now!!! by january... i'll be surprisingly thin!!!! compared to now atleast... lol... mark my words...!!!

what has gone wrong!

Oh My God! i can believe i FAILED my overall grades!!! i thought things would work out fine after i got my english and literature grades.. because i got 74 for english and 67 for lit... i would never get that high for those subjects... but thanks to french my overall %% is 49.71... i wonder what will happend to me? will i have to be retained? will i have to move to another school? there is no way i am staying back a year... but another school??? if i do have to go to another school.. where would i go? fairfield? gan eng seng? queenstown? henderson? bukit merah? omg.. i want to stay at st. joseph's but a little part of me wants to leave... its just not my type of school.. but you know i hate making friends.. so another school would be like torture for me.. even though i should be used to it since i've been to tons of schools due to travelling to other countries.. but they were international schools... there seems to be a more friendly vibe at international schools.. then public schools... a lot of awful things are happenning to me, why me? i may have to move to another school, my classmates definately will not be in my class, my grades are horrible, argsrajkgh;o ithb';12k1... (sorry, i just had to do that!) argh!... what's wrong with me....

\here are my grades this term...

English Language A2 74
Literature in English B4 64
Geography D7 47
History F9 22
Mathematics A2 70
General Science( average between chem. phy. & bio ) C5 57
French F9 5

such a long post... but i wanna right so much... sorry if this post is boring you...!

Camp

i was gone for soo long, im sorry for not saying.. it was a 4 day 3 night camp at Kluang, Malaysia!!! Anyhoo, there are just too many things on my mind right now... dont you just hate it when one of your best friends has got to leave to another school? i do! it has happened to me too many times... i was best friends with John for almost 6 years in thailand, till i had to move to Batam, where i was best friends with bethani and kyle, then i had to move to Korea, where i was like, well, i didn't make BEST friends but i was super close to maria... she left for georgia(the country)... i was lonely for 3 months... now in singapore... genevieve is my best friends... she's still my best friend not goin g anywhere... but my other best friend is going away... you see, i'm not really the social type, i mean it took me and gen 2 years to be friends, just normal friends... so just as i was getting along with my other best friend, he has to go to another school... its just not fair... i hate making frineds.. it just puts me off... argh!!!

Hilarious Indian Parady Video!!!

Final Year Examinations!

I wouldn't say i am great at maths, but i got 85 last term..
but today's math paper was mind-numbing.. it was damn difficult!
i was thinking too hard! esp. the last question, its about patterns.
it was paper 1 today and just yesterday, my form teacher said to bring our calculators, and we were like.. what?.. usu. you don't use calculators in paper 1.. and my friend said that, then it would probably be diff. since we could use a calculator..! he was sooo right! but the brightside is that since paper 1 was super diff. paper 2 should be a piece of cake!

esp. -> especially
usu. -> usually
diff. -> different

LINKED
Genevieve
Louiza

Yesterday At Genevieve's Church ( St. Theresa's Church )
There was a fiesta!

She's Hungry!

Poor Kid!

"Is that Britney Spears?!!!" lol..
Left: Jean, Right: Gen

Bread of the world Unite!

Jean, Gen and Me(I look retarded!) In front of gen's church...

A Crab with a cross on it's back??

We are the Door openers of the toilet...

Let's Do The Twist Again!!!

Did I Step On Something??? or Am I Oprah Singing?

O.o.. Oooh.. Waffles...

Away with blocked noses! So you can pick them... lols..

Totem Pole! Me, Jean, Genevieve!

"Happy Birthday Farouq"

Who's the cute little sister?!!! lol...

O.o.. i met Ashley!!! As a cardboard!!! lol!

My Sis met Zac! lol...

Ooh.. Baby...

Pictures..

I was bored.. so i decided to post pictures!!!


My Sis!



Hilary VS Angela (Score 3 - 2)



Jean on the left and Marie on the right.



My Other Sis.. holding the hilary vs angela thing




My Number 1!! Genevieve!!!

Day 8 of 30

haiz.. Now day 8 out of 30 days of fasting.. i am going to die..
i hope i lose weight! LOL!
i really need to grow taller too, i now stand a mere 165cm my aim is 170cm.. but i really want to go passed that.
what i have been doing lately,
well, i have been reading! yes! reading, i know i can't believe i even said it!
but i'm "new" to reading, so i start simple...
i've been reading louis sachar's "wayside" series and "there's a boy in the girls bathroom", now i'm reading something i always wanted to read, but never really gotten to mood for it, "Diary of Anne Frank" i loved the play i saw about it when i was in 4th grade back in Thai-Chinese International School...

wells,... gtg.. byes..

I drafted a post.

In case you guys didn't notice, i drafted a post, just in case the person i was talking about saw it. if you were keeping up you'd know.. anyways, there's nothing much to add today.
Its Terrence's(me and Genevieve call him Aaron) Birthday today!!! Happy birthday!
My Final year examinations are next week on wednesday! i'm gonna die! wish me luck guys!(in the exams not dying)
Today in school was boring, i have a french oral afterwards, going to fail that to. urgh! i hate languages! except spanish and korean.. lol..
next year i hope i can stay in the top 5th class... i wanna learn continue to learn chemistry and biology, i totally hate physics! but too bad physics is compulsory! so if i want to learn bio, i must learn all three! not fair! oh well, i think i can set out my future.. i used to wish i could be a doctor.. now i am not sure...
oh well.. GTGs....
ttyl...

LINKED
Genevieve
HilaryHigh

Exam results

I hope i can keep up my results!!!

English : B3 66
Literature : C6 52
Geography : C6 54
History : F9 35
Maths : A1 85
Chemistry : A1 75

you may think my results look bad, but its my best so far!!! lol!! why must my school be so tough!

byes...

LINKED
Genevieve
HilaryHigh

Fasting Month came too soon

Day 5 has come out of 30. Fasting is not as easy as it may seem. But you get used to it and just watch the days pass. Oh well, let me introduce myself.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5
My name is Farouq and I say Hi!
6, 7, 8, 9, 10
But some of my friends call me Aaron!

lol! just wanted to start of my blog with a weird bam!

anyways my bestest of the bestest friends are in my list..

Numero Uno!
Name: Genevieve
Age: 14
Country: Singapore (born in the Philippines)

Number Two!
Name: Cornelius
Age: 14
Country: Singapore

Number Three
Name: Tahmid
Age: 14
Country: Singapore (Bangladeshi)


Number Four
Name: Hazlami
Age: 14
Country: Singapore

These are my Top 4 Friends in the world!!! Sad to say I lost contact with many friends from many other countries!!! Like, Bethani, Kyle, Imigan, Gene, John, Pink.. many more... Thailand, Indonesia, USA, South Korea, Australia!!!

Oh how much i miss them.!!!

Well.. GTG.. I hope I can update tomorrow!!!

TTYL!!!

LINKED
Genevieve