Revamped Soul: Public Apology

This post was inspired by a certain new friend. Who called me mean! Sorry, I hate it when first impressions go wrong. First impressions mean a lot to me. And yes, i know it was just a joke when she said "so mean ah"... haha.. But I took it seriously. :P

Ok ok.. this is coming sincerely from the ♥heart♥.

I know my posts have been bitchy a lot... i've heard comments.. hehe:p

some of you want me to continue cause it humors you.

some say its mean (there's that word again)..

well, i am here to apologise for any post that might have offended you in anyway.

I've come to a realization than since May I have changed completely to a different person. After a certain ... event.

I used to be that shy new kid. sitting alone at the back of the class.

Then, I became the one who wants to be with the in crowd, willing to try whatever they did (what games, music.. etc..) dota... hehe:P [Oh yeah, last Saturday I got my first "FIRST BLOOD"] {I now play cod4 the most though}

Then I lost touch and became the same old shy new kid.

Then I wanted to make a name for myself.

I became the kid who people want to talk to and what to hang out with (sorry if i sound too BHB, thickskinned i dont mean it that way)[AKA The B!itch]

Some say I became a monster. Blunt. Vain. Selfish. World revolved around me.

Some say I am very charismatic.

Well, I can't judge myself on the outside. But on the inside what I really feel is;

I miss my old friends!!! WAAAAAHH!!!**sobs* (but no use crying over spilt milk, I'll never get them back)
I wish things were back to the way they were
I have many regrets

So I really, sincerely apologize..

I don't want to be that B!tch around the block anymore!

So here's who I'd like to apologize to for being mean to;