Here's the permenant link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SrUOW75XMrI
here's the video..
I have not been myself lately. It is because a lot has been running through my mind. I don't feeling comfortable sharing it here. But you can take a pretty good guess if you know me, its about friends. Well, of course i care for them. Friendship is really important to me. If i can't trust my friends, I don't know why I'd hanging with them. And many of you think I have trust issues. And yes, I admit I may have trust issues. My parents are separated they have been for 6 years, so naturally, I have a "disability" to trust anyone so easily. A lot say, I am always so cheerful, charismatic. But the sad truth is, I am acting through my tears. I don't any friends that i can trust, except maybe my bestiiie in the who0Olle Wiiidde Woo0Orlld!! Genevieve!!! And Leo seems to be a worthy friend, so far. I am not a shallow person. I really am deep.
And recently I have been trying to make friends. But I can't seem to do it right. So I tried making friends online. Not just randomly, friends of friends, so atleast i know they aren't some 30-year-old dude from North Canada, just sitting and waiting for Summer.
These are the people I have met so far.
Valentina
Hazel
Xue Ning
Katrina
Jordan Marie
Eng Khong
Keith
But I only got to talk with Valentina, very friendly.
But I only got to talk with Valentina, very friendly.
Hazel talked to me once, but she was busy and she said save the intro for later.
I talked to Keith once too, found out he's from Hong Kong, cool!
But I guess we didn't really click enough to be friends, you can't win them all.
Anyhoo, so far, it really isn't bad meeting people online. you can be yourself. Nothing to hide, you start afresh. And you don't have to face them when worse comes to worse. Wonder if I'll ever get to meet up with any of them. I should hope so, the whole point was to make friends, what kind of friends don't meet up just to hang.
"I want friends to play a big role in my life, I don't to be tha old man who lives alone with 27 cats"
Anyhoo, so far, it really isn't bad meeting people online. you can be yourself. Nothing to hide, you start afresh. And you don't have to face them when worse comes to worse. Wonder if I'll ever get to meet up with any of them. I should hope so, the whole point was to make friends, what kind of friends don't meet up just to hang.
"I want friends to play a big role in my life, I don't to be tha old man who lives alone with 27 cats"
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